Much of the content may be a bit dark, but it is not necessarily in chronological order. There are no dates, because I don't think it matters if I wrote it 3 years ago or yesterday. I decided to write for me and I know most of the time I feel like writing is when I have something I need to process or work through; this is really my only place to come to and release.

I am not miserable, I am just healing.
I have so much to do
I know everyone says they have
a lot to do
But I have too much to do
Today, Tomorrow, and in Life
And I am distracted

First instinct is to help someone else
And forget to remember that

I have things to do too

Why don't I ask for help?
It is rarely there anyway
A treadmill stuck in reverse
I should be in school
I should be ahead
Unstoppable and amazing
But I am stagnant and focus free
How do I stop thinking
That me can come later?
Procrastination is a Ross trait
At least when it comes to self
preservation
Wish being selfish didn't feel so dirty
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